我知道，你永远都不会原谅我。我不怪你，换…

I know you’ll never forgive me, and I don’t blame you. I wouldn’t forgive me either. I was ignorant and irresponsible and small-minded.
我知道，你永远都不会原谅我。我不怪你，换做我，我也不会原谅我自己。 我又无知，又不负责，心胸也十分狭窄。